sad entry

i feel sad and i feel like crying already.
i've been so addicted with browsing the internet for fashion styles and because of that i was not able to study earlier for my 1 major + 2 quizzes today. i started studying the night before the test. i was so sleepy, i was not able to read all the topics for neuropsych shifting exam (equivalent to midterm), i fell asleep already. i woke up at around 8 am but i just can't concentrate studying until i already panicked at 10 am because the test is at 12nn. during the test, i just don't know what to answer. yes, i think i am familiar with the questions and the choices but i just don't know the right answer. so i started guessing and i thought i was getting the right answers because i thought it looked right. after i was done with the test, i already thought i might fail but i was shocked that i just did not fail but i sooo sooo fail the test and the worst part of all is all my friends passed the test and i was the only one who so so so fail it. and now i realized i only have myself to blame..if only i have studied earlier..if only i haven't spent to much time browsing ebay and fashion blogs..if only i was able to buy the bag and the shoes and the vest, i was dying to have weeks ago, i wouldn't have spent too much time looking for it online.

so now i decided to shop on saturday morning so i wouldn't have to browse the internet online shops for designs, etc.

:(

fashion is love

i admit i have been too busy at school i haven't updated my closet for like months and i know it's a crime not to but what can i do i haven't been to the mall for weeks. blame it on med school. arrrrgghhh.. oh well, i still want to be a doctor..
so finally, my 6-day exam week is so over and i have no classes this tuesday. i got up super late. watched a movie. browsed the internet. looking on good earphones online coz i am planning to buy a new one coz i broke my ipod stock earphones i bought last july (stock ipod earphones are so not-so-high-quality). kept in touch with cousins and friends via text messages and emails. until my mom's 28 years old cousin asked me out at robinson ermita. woohoo! finally! someone asked me out coz i am so freakin' bored at the dorm. so i took a bath, dressed up and head to rob ermita. while i was waiting for my tita, i checked the different earphones on the different electronic store and there was sure a lot to choose from. i am into music but not into earphones. i was even shocked to find out that some earphones worth so much like 5k or more. i still prefer the speaker but i have to buy an earphone coz i have a roommate now and i don't want to disturb her while i am listening to music and she's studying. after asking for different brands and prices, i decided not to buy yet coz i think i still have a very few choices, i wanted to try and see if i could find something at trinoma especially at the power mac center (which i am planning to go to maybe during the weekends). you see, i think this earphones are investments. i can use it on my ipod and on my laptop. so i wanted to buy a branded-good to high quality affordable earphones. so i needed more choices to choose from and reliable store to buy from.

anyway, i met up with my tita at starbucks. ordered my usual green tea frap (i just love it). we talked and talked and talked until i realized that when girls turned like 20-ish, they all have the same problem, boys and getting married. i am not really the type who would want to talk about boys if i still have an option not to but it's okay with me if you want to talk about them too. well anyway, we also talked about life and other stuffs too until she mentioned that kamiseta was on a 70% sale NOW, of course i was shocked! i mean it's not everyday kamiseta would go on a 70% sale, like hello!!! it's 70% off! and it's kamiseta! i am not really a kamiseta fanatic but i like some of their designs coz it's so basic and conservative and colorful too. and i've always wanted a ankle-length skirt. so we went to kamiseta and i found myself so excited until she told me that they have been sale for like since january first so it only means that the good and cheap ones are already sold out..i so cannot believe it :'( *sniff* but good thing the ankle-length skirts are still available..i tried on a black and a blue printed one. both look good but i decided to buy the black one for a start (it's my first time to wear a skirt coz i'm not a skirt person, more like of a pants person). it's original price was P1,999 and i bought it for like P599, beat that! woohoo! :D and now i think i am coming back for the blue printed one. coz i think i might dream on it on my sleep too. haha! oh crap! i just realized my parents haven't sent me my allowance yet, not until the first of feb and i am already using up all my remaining money on clothes on sale. i mean i am doing the right thing, right? clothes on sale are something that only come like once in 6 months i think or once in a year so grab the chance and buy anything you like and will last for a long time, it's an investment guys!

dang i'm sleepy already.
it's 1:40 am, jan 21, 2009.

i still have to read something about prev med.
and do my patho homework.
too good to be true.

xoxo..

P.S. downloading Gossip Girl season 2 episode 16.

i miss my gossip girlies and my chuck+blair love love too.
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i am glad there is still fashion and gossip girl that makes life so interesting and exciting.

second entry

i've been doing a lot of thinking and studying when classes started last january 5 so now i decided not to even think about this blog entry's title.

it's a new year.
the christmas break was short but i definitely enjoyed my vacation at my hometown.
first day of class was on january 5 and we already have a long exam in pedia. not-so-cool!
and then on the second day, which is today, we had one pharma 50-point quiz and clinical pathology practical exam. there are a lot more exams coming up for the next weeks. it just won't stop coming at all...

sometimes i think am i happy with my life right now? school and more school stuff + a very few parties. i am convincing my self that i am happy although i get sad sometimes too and i assumed that's normal for me since i am a hundred percent human being.

i so want to go to fall out boy's feb 13 concert at araneta..wonder wheere i could get cheaper tickets..hmmm..

oh well, that's it for now. got to eat.

eat cockroach

why eat cockroach?
i just can't think of anything to name my blog.
it definitely doesn't mean i like cockroach.
in fact, i don't like cockroach at all.

good night.
Peace people.

xoxo..